Today, I got scolded from my mom and I ran away from home but I came back home later on. This is what actually happened...
When I came back home from school after the extra classes, I saw my aunty there in my house seated at the dinning table . I ran upstairs to have a bath and when I got out I wanted to find the ang pow that my cousins's mother gave to me in Penang to give to my cousins who are in KL. The ang pow is not like other ang pow's that are red in colour, this ang pow was quite unique.
When I looked for it at my table where I remembered where I put it and saw it last night, it wasnt there anymore. Knowing that, I quickly looked at my drawer to check if it was there. But instead it was locked and the key wasnt hanging at the key hole.
Strange thing was , my drawer was locked the whole time even before I went to penang . I couldnt find the key to unlock it because it was lost , but when I came back from penang , It was opened and the key was hanging there. The next day which is today , it was locked and the key was missing. Besides that, the angpow I saw and remembered where I put it last night was also gone.
So I went back downstairs and asked my godmother if she had seen it. My godmother who is staying with me currently cause her car got problem also said that she saw the ang pow on my table. She said when she went into my room, she saw it and picked it up. Then she put it back to it's place and went away.
We both went up and checked again. We still couldnt find it . So we returned back downstairs. We told my mom about my drawer and the ang pow and do you know what she did?
You know some mom's will be like '' Dont worry you'll find it , sure somewhere around the house''
Yeah~~ not this one
She was like
Mom : Well , we dont know who took it
Mom : -raising her voice loudly- You lah~! YOU KNOW YOUR NOT SUPPOSE TO LYE MONEY AROUND RIGHT?!?! HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALREADY?!?!
Me : -sitting on the chair getting fed up-
Mom : BLABLALBLLALALALVLAL <- didnt really bother to listen
Me: -started to cry and ran outside-
Me ( saying to myself ) : Yeah you've told me but where you can remember everyday of your life?
Mom : SHE DESERVES IT~!!!
Oh yeah, just to tell you. I NEVER once left my money anywhere... only coins...
Her tone is like when a person is accusing you that you did it. Like your guilty..
and that's when I couldnt take it anymore. My feelings just took over what I was doing I couldnt even think , I was crying heavily. I went to the door took my slippers , ran to the side gate and climbed over as fast as I could. I didnt even bother to go back to my godmother that I loved the most when she was calling my name .
I ran as fast as I could to anywhere, JUST ANYWHERE that can make me not look back at my house or just escape it. When I stopped to think for awhile, guess where I was? I was at my USJ 5 padang... that wasnt that far... Stupid low stamina D: .
After awhile I just walked around USJ 5 walked here and there . I walked like a zombie , knowing no place to go , just keep on walking, looking at the sky, dragging your arms around.. I was walking the same path over and over again. This is my path:
Me-> walk somewhere-> reach at padang->walk somwhere->reach padang again
Yeah~~ that was it..
While I was walking , I sudddenly had a glimpsed of my car driving around the padang when I was walking pass an alley. I quickly ran foward to see it there is another alley so that If my car came through that road I would be at another road. When I walked pass by the padang , the car wasnt there anymore. So I continued my walk...
I tried avoiding to walk the row at my house and also my cousins house, but everytime I walk. I just feel like going back there... I walked back to the row where my house it and I sat at the guard house bench that no one was in it that was one house away from my house.
I sat there for a long time and just looked at the sky, wondering why cant I just be like a bird? Soaring freely above the sky not trapped in a box with people always fighting.. Sighing in dissapointment I continued walking around again.
After like around half an hour to and hour , I just decided to come home . I climbed over the side gate , hid behind the car and throw my rocks over the wall, at the wall or into the other pile of rocks. When I got up, I saw my godmother's domestic help , she also saw me.
She was wondering where I went. I just asked her to call back my driver who was driving around looking for me. After awhile , my driver came back and I was still sitting down there throwing rocks. He looked at my and said to just calm down.
I didnt much bother but I did continue to cry again cause he cared for me. He just stood there watching me cause he didnt know what to do to cheer me up. But I dont blame him. After awhile, my mom came out. She just came out, walked to the car with the driver and went off for her massage. I didnt much careless until my godmother came out later then.
She was the only one that could make me happy, laugh or talk when Im sad. We talked together outside there for quite sometime until she got tired of standing because she didnt eat her lunch yet .__. .
When she went inside, I also followed her in.
I am really grateful to have a godmother/ aunty like this. No one could ever replace her , NO ONE. I want to say thank you for everyone who cared about me or asked me what happened because I knew you guys care for me is or worried about me .
Special thanks to :
Aunty Chris
Michelle
Ormiela
Nick ( Nicholas Chan ) =D
and others who dont know this until they read it~ xD
